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| 09:35pm 20/02/2012 |
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mood:  cynical music: sleepytime gorilla museum - 1997
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granted this is a live journal, all entries pertaining to my personal life will remain friends only. excluding::
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| happy BLOO year! |
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| 04:55pm 08/01/2009 |
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My new love got me my berry first laptop for x-moosh + I acquire a free
wireless network connection in my area... SWEEeT!
Got a new job to supplement my eBay/etsy & disability income.
new tatoo behind my right ear.
a proper, yet cryptic update, in a numerical nutshell:
1.Orgasms
2.Christmas mourning
3.passed the cemetery gates alone for the 1st time today. saw his sentimental hand print in the soil with little white flowers that will never awaken you
swimming in it.
4.vhs everyday
5.new love
6.new death
7.new beginnings
8.beautiful new home so I am close to you.
9.JAZZY!
10.grieving
11.fraternal distant family is dead to me.
12.exactly where I want to be.
more.
Summary:Life is painfully sweet. |
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| taxidermy meals, paper blog |
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| 11:01pm 27/08/2008 |
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fresh spinach, swiss cheese, mushroom, 3 egg [w/ only one yolk] omelet for breakfast.
gyro w/ french fries that so remind of the motherland's from a schnellimbiss for lunch.
Ratatouille for dinner. mmMMmmm!
& a lot of water & gatorade all day.
this is a real squirrel heart drenched with gold placed on black velvet with a cameo frame:
Definitely thEEE most fabooo thing I've seen e-shopping in a while.!. I want her! More than the serotonin molecule necklace, mhhmmm! The designers of this cameo have even more arcane adornments. Check them out +HEER+ <---clicky clickington
I've been working on some OOAK jewelry to sell on etsy. 2 paitings in progress [1 actually only in my head] I feel rusty. I don't paint as much as I want to. It seems I focus most of my free time on decorating my house [re inventing & re arranging] & on eBay selling my father's soldiers & my rare findings. I've yet to list any of my jewelry, etc. I'm on the fence whether or not to list them on etsy & eBay. I've been spending entriely too much money buying supplies for my work & not spending enough time creating.
get INFORMed INSPIREd INFECTed...
I think Coilhouse will be my new favorite PRINT magazine. I already love the blog. 'Tis a strong possibility. Plus, one of my all time favorite artists is co-creator. I've ordered a copy of the 1st issue of the 1st press. From what I understand it is also uncensored, & this press will not be available in stores. I'm looking so forward to getting it in thie mail! cover:
Coilhouse
+LINKAGE!@*%&$+ |
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| 08:32pm 17/08/2008 |
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"Here's to the girl with the little red shoes/ She spends your money & drinks your booze/ She don't got no cherry, but that's no sin/ Cos she still has the box the cherry came in." -unknown [Que & I justed cheered[BROAST] it 2 some JägerBombs tho
"It is far better to be looked over than overlooked." -Mae West |
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| 'Tis been a while, eh? |
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| 06:08pm 17/08/2008 |
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mood: none, or other music: hummmm
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So much to say but no brain power to illuminate it. I had some coffee, hazelnut[flavor]mmmM!But, the brain is still a strain. I have so many ideas for things I want to create, PAINT!, do... but the "junk" is holding me back. [I'm being cryptic] speaking of coffee [ that will induce happiness... LOOKY! --->
it's a sterling silver necklace of a serotonin molecule :: available on etsy :: +heeEr+ :: also available is estrogen, serotonin, capsaicin[PHIRE!!], more.
welp buckeroos, this was probably a total waste of your time. & null catharsis for me. peace oot mah nickels. |
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| 02:17am 25/12/2007 |
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Is the "X" in X-mas a scheme to commercialize Christmas? Or is there meaning behind said "X" ? ?
Yes .. .
the symbol "X" actually means Christ in Greek.
Mary X-mas all .. & lick my candycane! |
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| the plague brought to you by red lobster |
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| 10:24pm 15/12/2007 |
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mood:  drained music: hummm
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So, I'm watching a doc on the History channel about the plague [black death/schwarz tot] & @ commercial break they are showing beautifuly opaque buttery bottom feeding shrimp glistening with lemon juice on the tube with the annoucer 4 the HC promoting "The plague - brought to you by Red Lobster!"
Run on sntc.
Tomorrow I will be spending my sunday watching Soylent Green & Blade Runner .. WeeeeEeEE! Über klassiker im Sci-fi kino.
Biscuit anyone? |
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| I'm floooooding your friends page with pix----- NO CUT -----x |
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| 07:30am 15/06/2007 |
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Welcome, come on in! This will be the first installment to photos of my home #2. Mummy & daddy's house will always be #1. However, the photos below are of where i spend most of my time. in future posts i'll take you through a tour of my dining room, parlor, wc, etc...
this last photo depicts the lighting in the living room @ night time. i find it homey, kinda ethereal. soft red glow, GLOW~!!! |
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| 11:16pm 10/06/2007 |
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1. How old will you be in five years?
THIRTY~~1
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Daddy!
3. How tall are you?
5’6
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six week?
meeting OLIVE! seaiing CONNIEE for the 1st time since I was 15! finally getting 2 meet LUKE! MI. & Granny ING! AIRPLANE PERHAPS?! riding my bike & more ebay packages as x-mas presents. LIFE!!!
5. What’s the last movie you watched on dvd?
Film=SHOCK TREATMENT television on dvd=WONDER SHOWZEN
6. Who was the last person you called?
My mummy
7. Who was the last person to call you?
Siouxsie~~Cue
8. What was the last text message you received?
"Heather McCracken" via afor mentioned soul above (textt translation=inside joke)
9. Who was the last person to leave you a message?
dunno, I rarely check mssgs. on my cell. I'll guesss Kat.
10. Would you rather call or text?
call
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
on a covert mission to destroy my main nemisis. adorned in cognito, dressed as a baby bat in ninja attire..
12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married
13. When was the last time you saw your MUM?
this morning. she bought me pretties @ the thrift store & Rx's
14. What colour are your eyes?
hazel?
16. What are you wearing right now?
kleaning couture.
17. What is your favourite Christmas song?
rudolph
18. Where is your favourite place to be?
home1, home2 & my bicycle
19. Where is your least favourite place to be?
memorial community EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT
20. What country would you like to travel to next?
fiji
21. What do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
...
22. Do you tan or Burn?
"Don't Boggart that tan, maaan!"
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
there were many, from barbie to picking up the scissors to chop off my hair & decapitate me to pennywise the clown ( stephen king character ) rising up from the foot of my bed & pulling me under to... & so on.
24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
u wouldn't understand even if i typed up a long draft. but beleive me, tears of joy were streaming galore!
25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
tres
26. How big is your bed?
queen, for I AM THE QUEEN, now kneel!
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
desktop
28. What do you wear to bed?
from random worn out tees w/ random pj pants to pretty, frilly, lacey, sheer vintage peignoir sets
29. What colour are your sheets?
kelly green fitted & red satin over sheet
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
countlesss, if you count all the small/medium&large decorative & throw pillows
31. What is your favorite season?
all. I love life.
32. What do you like about autumn?
the anticipation of halloween arriving & all the great creepy morbid decorative house decor I find for ULTRA cheappP!
33. What do you like about winter?
fresh snow on tree branches
34. What do you like about the summer?
the smell after a fresh rain & humidity with a shimmer of sweat pearls. LIGHTNING!!!
36. How many countries have you lived in?
two
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
clarksville, butsbach, fort cambell, monroe, waipio, schofield, foutain/widefield/security, colorado springs
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
all of the above + flip-flops, clogs, crocs, combat boots, jellies, doc martens, pumps, stilettos, tiny heels, wedges, ridiculous frankenstein thongs, boots & anything black platform. imelda marcos is 1 of my idols I LOVE SHOESSSSSSSsssssssssssss!
39. Are you a social person?
alienating the majority since 1981
40. What was the last thing you ate?
BEEF
42. What is your favourite ice cream?
phish food
43. What is your favourite dessert?
THE GREMLIN!!!
45. What kind of jam do you like on your Peanut Butter and Jam sandwich?
strawberry
46. Do you like Chinese food?
general tsao's chicken, mm-hmm
47. Do you like coffee?
yes
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
4 to 8
49. What do you drink in the morning?
juice or gatorade. mostly gatorade
50. Do you bite your nails?
yes
51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed
i sleep in a different place in the house everynight. unless i've stayed up all night. then i sleep in on the couch in the living room all day. this includes home#1 also
52. Do you know how to play poker?
No
53. Do you like to cuddle?
yessss
54. Have you ever been to Canada?
nope
55. Do you have an addictive personality?
YessSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsss!!!
56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
equally both. i have so many choices besides the obvious restaurants. there's suzie's house, my cuz Briana ( who is more like my sister ), home #1, viktor's 'rents house...
57. Who is your favourite vocalist?
john frusciante & ryan braithwaite
58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
not alive
59. Do you want kids?
pyper pimento luna
60. Do you prefer crayons, pastels or colour pencils?
all of the above + charcoal + acrylic & oil paints + pencils
61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
many-a-sutures 4 moi, indeed.
62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yes, countless x's
63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
ocean
64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
it depends on what type of travel vessel. car=window plane=aisle train=window bus=back 'O da bus
65. Do you prefer manual or automatic?
prefer manual, have to automatic... cannot drive stick YET
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
stuff to add to my pack rat collection. i collect heaps of things. from jet mourning jewelry tos&p shakers to skeletons to anything unique, strange & unusual, the arcane~
67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Yes, medical alert bracelet on right wrist, stark red 6 gauge spiral plugs
68. What is your favorite TV show?
too many to narrow down to just one
69. Can you roll your tongue?
sure
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Bitchard
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
tourniquet my uber fluffy white teddy bear with flimsy long extremities & a tournique around his left arm. hospital present from mommy, UBER sentimental.
72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
siouxsie & the banshees - cities in dust
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
in the attic
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
many, red is everywhere, but closest? a large statue of jesus adorned in velvety covering that is actually a "piggy bank". he broke so i had to glue the base back together & i do most of my projects at my komputer desk.
75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
YessssS!
76. Do you sleep with your cupboard/wardrobe doors open?
i guess, i never pay attention actually.
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
aa big swarm of bears with bumble bee wings
78. Do you like someone?
I like lots of someone's
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
where exactly on the chicken does the "nugget" come from? wendy's honey mustard, ranch, honey, cholula, others...
80. Have you ever written a love letter?
of course
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
yes, indeed
82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
yes
83. Have you ever run out of gas?
yes
84. What is your usual bedtime?
i don't know. it's random from night to day to day to night.
85. What was the last book you read?
Currently reading lullaby - chuck palahniuk & the encyclopedia of serial killers
86. Do you read the newspaper?
sometimes
87. Do you read any magazines?
not as of late. if i did, i'd get a subscription to bust again.
89. Do you watch soap operas?
no. actually, sometimes... that one where everyone is a witch or someting? dunno what it's called though.
90. Do you dance in the car?
hahhahahHA! yes.
91. What radio station did you last listen to?
89.7
92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
viktor & I
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
i usually use the back of my hand as a note pad, so let me see... refine search, bank 60.00, post office, gaucho & bolero
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
cherry
95. What is your favorite board game?
i don't like BORED games much. maybe ah, clue
96. What are your favorite pair of shoes?
too many to narrow down to just one. my red docs i suppose.
97. Was your first kiss good or bad?
embarrassing :x
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
science teacher
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
over 2 weeks
100. Who was the last person to give you butterflies?
the doctor |
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| 1 of many new muses... |
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| 02:17am 30/05/2007 |
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mood: none, or other music: helium - cosmic rays
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& the shirt I will purchase from today's selection.
the one on the left.
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a sample of her artwork...
+ Kristen Ferrell +
cricket or ticket--> kristenferrell.com <--clicky clikington
want, NOW! 4 my parlor/office/media room!
EATING MY HEART OUT.
Coming soon...
more
~*NEW FAVORITE ARTISTS*~
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| "a proper update" |
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| 08:24pm 29/05/2007 |
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mood:  content music: cat powerrrrrRRR! = moonshiner
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5+4=9
peace plus love equals happiness... count the # of letters in peace=5, love=4, happiness=9 [/fin]
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| hospital cake ::rewind:: |
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| 12:32am 20/02/2007 |
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music: some moosh on the tube
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i am now officially 26. Spending it in the hopital. i was supposed to appear for jury duty today. i'd rather be here.
why am i in the hospital you say? first of all you should be asking how i am updating my journal in the hospital, 3 miles away from my pc @ home#2. because my brother donated his sidekick to me & i have internet axcess on it! i'm in the hospital because i had thoracic ( open heart ) surgery a few weeks ago to remove a golf ball sized coagulation from my right atrium. now i'm back & i'm septic & acquired a cardiac tamponade as well. which in turn caused me to get a paracardic window & a chest tube to drain the fluid from my lungs & around my heart. i only remember bits & pieces. like at one point they had thought i overdosed on dilaudid & gave me narcain ( which counter acts narcotics ) & that in turn made me BARFFF! & was miserable. then i remember waking up, paralyzed. they had given me some drug to keep me from yanking out the breathing tube in my airway. it was probably under a minute, but i felt like i was in that state for hours. all i could do was move my eyes around. a nurse saw me & sedated me. the rest is just random memories of friends & family visiting me. they all told me i was really funny and saying things like: "where's my school bus? it went into my vagina!" lol. then finally i woke up ( drug induced of course awakening from a nurse with some sort of drug ) to see my daddy sitting next to me. i was still on the breathing machine, but VERY out of it. about an hour l8er the nurse took me off the machine & pulled out the tubes. it was quite the valentines day, wouldn't ya say? yeah, i almost forgot to mention. all that happened on february 14th. LOL
this has been a ride to remember. I will always be grateful for this experience & the way it has opened my eyes to so many things. I LOVE LIFE! no matter how hard things can be, they're really not that bad. situations always work out for the best... even ifyou have to struggle a little OR a lot to get there.
peace out mah nickles <3 |
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| 10:38pm 27/02/2006 |
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music: the cure - close to me
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jenny be gettin' old.
i am now offficially 25 years old. 2 & 1/2 decades old. gah, that looks worse in writing than it sounds. besides that however, my birthday was an enjoyable one. debauchery galore. yessss, i finally got to be the good old uber lush i used to be for one glorious night. many many salty dogs & beers, with a very slight hangover the day after.
end transmisssion for now, i'm tired & am lacking luster to type any longer. |
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| st. V-day massacre |
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| 09:10am 16/02/2006 |
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mood: ironic? music: my bloody valentine
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happy belated to all my friends. i've been on a slumber vacation.. of sorts. slept all the way through valentine's day, except to recieve a couple gifts including tarot cards & other stuffs. when all i really wanted was a heart-shaped box full of skull head chocolates. ironically enough.. i got them, only in a picture on one of my communities.
i got a brand new satin comforter for my bed & it seems my merit loves it more than i do. the color is rather fitting for the occassion. image behind the cut.
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| i have insomnia |
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| 01:18am 07/02/2006 |
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mood: tarrrred music: various things
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scanning my surroundings & looking at things next to me like a plastic cup whos colors remind me of the cheshire cat with a red heart shaped straw in it full of water & ice, a lighter with a deer head on it, a jagermeister ash tray full of half-smoken cigarettes, a half full glass of 7up, a remote control for dish network (currently displaying some japanese foreign film with subtittles) & a passed out victor on the couch to the left of me with a dachshund also passed out snoring on top of him. the sounds of said japanese film, the furnace, the lulling humm of the komputer & the loud drier. the smells of incense, medical supplies & freshly scooped kitty litter. & the frustrating feeling of insomnia in conjunction with gouged out eyeballs.
( face transplant )
gute nacht, perhaps. |
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| 07:31pm 02/02/2006 |
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music: helium - all the x's have wings
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thank yoO ebay!::
this is one of my absolute favorites. i won this print on canvas of frida kahlo's self portrait the two fridas on ebay.
another favorite frida kahlo painting::
little deer. i also have a copy of this one on a block of wooooOd hanging above the exit to my bedroom door. |
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| 01:21pm 31/01/2006 |
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music: the greatest in my head & indie channel in the background
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Pisces (February 19 - March 20): The people at the local animal shelter wouldn't think so highly of you if they knew about your taxidermy hobby. |
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| fuck me gently with a chainsaw.. |
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| 04:35pm 29/01/2006 |
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mood: none or other music: big black - songs about fucking
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saw heathers the other night, haven't seen that in a while. did you have a brain tumor for breakfast? -h. chandler, one of the best movie villains EVER. corn nuts.
had some awesome sushi the other day. had caviar for the first time to boot, hated it, but the sushi itself was stupendous. caviar tastes just like what it is.. fish eggs, ECHh!!! now i CRAVE sushi, constantly.
going under the knife for sure this wednesday. looking forward to the anesthesia tripping. seriously, the last time i had surgery i had an intense trip from the anesthetics.. i remember waking up, still in the OR saying "thank you, that was amazing!" & the crew laughing. dr. corry saying "jenny is the best patient!". another memorable experience to add to that venture was love my way by the psychedelic furs playing in the background, just before going under. dr. corry knows how to put a patient at ease.. great taste in music & he's ultra handsome!
any road, enough babble. here's my latest painting, i think it's done..
skele pearl::acrylic/sharpie marker on canvas |
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