parts or all of the face can be peeled

happy BLOO year!

2009-01-12T13:03:00Z

My new love got me my berry first laptop for x-moosh + I acquire a free
wireless network connection in my area... SWEEeT!

Got a new job to supplement my eBay/etsy & disability income.

new tatoo behind my right ear.

a proper, yet cryptic update, in a numerical nutshell:
1.Orgasms
2.Christmas mourning
3.passed the cemetery gates alone for the 1st time today. saw his sentimental hand print in the soil with little white flowers that will never awaken you
swimming in it.
4.vhs everyday
5.new love
6.new death
7.new beginnings
8.beautiful new home so I am close to you.
9.JAZZY!
10.grieving
11.fraternal distant family is dead to me.
12.exactly where I want to be.
more.

Summary:Life is painfully sweet.

taxidermy meals, paper blog

2008-08-28T06:58:39Z

fresh spinach, swiss cheese, mushroom, 3 egg [w/ only one yolk] omelet for breakfast.

gyro w/ french fries that so remind of the motherland's from a schnellimbiss for lunch.

Ratatouille for dinner. mmMMmmm!

& a lot of water & gatorade all day.

this is a real squirrel heart drenched with gold placed on black velvet with a cameo frame:

Definitely thEEE most fabooo thing I've seen e-shopping in a while.!. I want her! More than the serotonin molecule necklace, mhhmmm! The designers of this cameo have even more arcane adornments. Check them out +HEER+ <---clicky clickington

I've been working on some OOAK jewelry to sell on etsy. 2 paitings in progress [1 actually only in my head] I feel rusty. I don't paint as much as I want to. It seems I focus most of my free time on decorating my house [re inventing & re arranging] & on eBay selling my father's soldiers & my rare findings. I've yet to list any of my jewelry, etc. I'm on the fence whether or not to list them on etsy & eBay. I've been spending entriely too much money buying supplies for my work & not spending enough time creating.

get INFORMed INSPIREd INFECTed...

I think Coilhouse will be my new favorite PRINT magazine. I already love the blog. 'Tis a strong possibility. Plus, one of my all time favorite artists is co-creator. I've ordered a copy of the 1st issue of the 1st press. From what I understand it is also uncensored, & this press will not be available in stores. I'm looking so forward to getting it in thie mail! cover:

Coilhouse

+LINKAGE!@*%&$+

quotesss

2008-08-18T02:32:34Z

"Here's to the girl with the little red shoes/ She spends your money & drinks your booze/ She don't got no cherry, but that's no sin/ Cos she still has the box the cherry came in." -unknown [Que & I justed cheered[BROAST] it 2 some JägerBombs tho

"It is far better to be looked over than overlooked." -Mae West

'Tis been a while, eh?

2008-08-18T00:21:44Z

So much to say but no brain power to illuminate it. I had some coffee, hazelnut[flavor]mmmM!But, the brain is still a strain. I have so many ideas for things I want to create, PAINT!, do... but the "junk" is holding me back. [I'm being cryptic] speaking of coffee [ that will induce happiness... LOOKY! --->

it's a sterling silver necklace of a serotonin molecule :: available on etsy :: +heeEr+ :: also available is estrogen, serotonin, capsaicin[PHIRE!!], more.

welp buckeroos, this was probably a total waste of your time. & null catharsis for me. peace oot mah nickels.

x-mas

2007-12-25T09:23:32Z

Is the "X" in X-mas a scheme to commercialize Christmas? Or is there meaning behind said "X" ? ?

Yes .. .

the symbol "X" actually means Christ in Greek.

Mary X-mas all .. & lick my candycane!

the plague brought to you by red lobster

2007-12-16T05:36:42Z

So, I'm watching a doc on the History channel about the plague [black death/schwarz tot] & @ commercial break they are showing beautifuly opaque buttery bottom feeding shrimp glistening with lemon juice on the tube with the annoucer 4 the HC promoting "The plague - brought to you by Red Lobster!"

Run on sntc.

Tomorrow I will be spending my sunday watching Soylent Green & Blade Runner .. WeeeeEeEE! Über klassiker im Sci-fi kino.

Biscuit anyone?

Dr. toooth faerie M.D or WISDOM teeth round deux

2007-06-18T08:01:40Z

got me wisdom teeth ( On the right side ) pulled on friday.
had the left side done back in December.
mmmmM! nitrous.

b is bruises...

pretty.

thank ala for narcotics.
the end.

I'm floooooding your friends page with pix----- NO CUT -----x

2007-06-15T13:30:04Z

Welcome, come on in! This will be the first installment to photos of my home #2. Mummy & daddy's house will always be #1. However, the photos below are of where i spend most of my time. in future posts i'll take you through a tour of my dining room, parlor, wc, etc...

this last photo depicts the lighting in the living room @ night time. i find it homey, kinda ethereal. soft red glow, GLOW~!!!

hospital cake ::rewind::

2007-06-11T06:33:32Z

i am now officially 26. Spending it in the hopital. i was supposed to appear for jury duty today. i'd rather be here.

why am i in the hospital you say? first of all you should be asking how i am updating my journal in the hospital, 3 miles away from my pc @ home#2. because my brother donated his sidekick to me & i have internet axcess on it! i'm in the hospital because i had thoracic ( open heart ) surgery a few weeks ago to remove a golf ball sized coagulation from my right atrium. now i'm back & i'm septic & acquired a cardiac tamponade as well. which in turn caused me to get a paracardic window & a chest tube to drain the fluid from my lungs & around my heart. i only remember bits & pieces. like at one point they had thought i overdosed on dilaudid & gave me narcain ( which counter acts narcotics ) & that in turn made me BARFFF! & was miserable. then i remember waking up, paralyzed. they had given me some drug to keep me from yanking out the breathing tube in my airway. it was probably under a minute, but i felt like i was in that state for hours. all i could do was move my eyes around. a nurse saw me & sedated me. the rest is just random memories of friends & family visiting me. they all told me i was really funny and saying things like: "where's my school bus? it went into my vagina!" lol. then finally i woke up ( drug induced of course awakening from a nurse with some sort of drug ) to see my daddy sitting next to me. i was still on the breathing machine, but VERY out of it. about an hour l8er the nurse took me off the machine & pulled out the tubes. it was quite the valentines day, wouldn't ya say? yeah, i almost forgot to mention. all that happened on february 14th. LOL

this has been a ride to remember. I will always be grateful for this experience & the way it has opened my eyes to so many things. I LOVE LIFE! no matter how hard things can be, they're really not that bad. situations always work out for the best... even ifyou have to struggle a little OR a lot to get there.

peace out mah nickles <3

biocatharsis @ 2007-06-10T23:16:00

2007-06-11T06:14:36Z

1. How old will you be in five years?
THIRTY~~1

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Daddy!

3. How tall are you?
5’6

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six week?
meeting OLIVE! seaiing CONNIEE for the 1st time since I was 15! finally getting 2 meet LUKE! MI. & Granny ING! AIRPLANE PERHAPS?! riding my bike & more ebay packages as x-mas presents. LIFE!!!

5. What’s the last movie you watched on dvd?
Film=SHOCK TREATMENT television on dvd=WONDER SHOWZEN

6. Who was the last person you called?
My mummy

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Siouxsie~~Cue

8. What was the last text message you received?
"Heather McCracken" via afor mentioned soul above (textt translation=inside joke)

9. Who was the last person to leave you a message?
dunno, I rarely check mssgs. on my cell. I'll guesss Kat.

10. Would you rather call or text?
call

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
on a covert mission to destroy my main nemisis. adorned in cognito, dressed as a baby bat in ninja attire..

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married

13. When was the last time you saw your MUM?
this morning. she bought me pretties @ the thrift store & Rx's

14. What colour are your eyes?
hazel?

16. What are you wearing right now?
kleaning couture.

17. What is your favourite Christmas song?
rudolph

18. Where is your favourite place to be?
home1, home2 & my bicycle

19. Where is your least favourite place to be?
memorial community EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT

20. What country would you like to travel to next?
fiji

21. What do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
...

22. Do you tan or Burn?
"Don't Boggart that tan, maaan!"

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
there were many, from barbie to picking up the scissors to chop off my hair & decapitate me to pennywise the clown ( stephen king character ) rising up from the foot of my bed & pulling me under to... & so on.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
u wouldn't understand even if i typed up a long draft. but beleive me, tears of joy were streaming galore!

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
tres

26. How big is your bed?
queen, for I AM THE QUEEN, now kneel!

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
desktop

28. What do you wear to bed?
from random worn out tees w/ random pj pants to pretty, frilly, lacey, sheer vintage peignoir sets

29. What colour are your sheets?
kelly green fitted & red satin over sheet

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
countlesss, if you count all the small/medium&large decorative & throw pillows

31. What is your favorite season?
all. I love life.

32. What do you like about autumn?
the anticipation of halloween arriving & all the great creepy morbid decorative house decor I find for ULTRA cheappP!

33. What do you like about winter?
fresh snow on tree branches

34. What do you like about the summer?
the smell after a fresh rain & humidity with a shimmer of sweat pearls. LIGHTNING!!!

36. How many countries have you lived in?
two

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
clarksville, butsbach, fort cambell, monroe, waipio, schofield, foutain/widefield/security, colorado springs

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
all of the above + flip-flops, clogs, crocs, combat boots, jellies, doc martens, pumps, stilettos, tiny heels, wedges, ridiculous frankenstein thongs, boots & anything black platform. imelda marcos is 1 of my idols I LOVE SHOESSSSSSSsssssssssssss!

39. Are you a social person?
alienating the majority since 1981

40. What was the last thing you ate?
BEEF

42. What is your favourite ice cream?
phish food

43. What is your favourite dessert?
THE GREMLIN!!!

45. What kind of jam do you like on your Peanut Butter and Jam sandwich?
strawberry

46. Do you like Chinese food?
general tsao's chicken, mm-hmm

47. Do you like coffee?
yes

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
4 to 8

49. What do you drink in the morning?
juice or gatorade. mostly gatorade

50. Do you bite your nails?
yes

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed
i sleep in a different place in the house everynight. unless i've stayed up all night. then i sleep in on the couch in the living room all day. this includes home#1 also

52. Do you know how to play poker?
No

53. Do you like to cuddle?
yessss

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
nope

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
YessSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsss!!!

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
equally both. i have so many choices besides the obvious restaurants. there's suzie's house, my cuz Briana ( who is more like my sister ), home #1, viktor's 'rents house...

57. Who is your favourite vocalist?
john frusciante & ryan braithwaite

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
not alive

59. Do you want kids?
pyper pimento luna

60. Do you prefer crayons, pastels or colour pencils?
all of the above + charcoal + acrylic & oil paints + pencils

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
many-a-sutures 4 moi, indeed.

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yes, countless x's

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
ocean

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
it depends on what type of travel vessel. car=window plane=aisle train=window bus=back 'O da bus

65. Do you prefer manual or automatic?
prefer manual, have to automatic... cannot drive stick YET

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
stuff to add to my pack rat collection. i collect heaps of things. from jet mourning jewelry tos&p shakers to skeletons to anything unique, strange & unusual, the arcane~

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Yes, medical alert bracelet on right wrist, stark red 6 gauge spiral plugs

68. What is your favorite TV show?
too many to narrow down to just one

69. Can you roll your tongue?
sure

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Bitchard

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
tourniquet my uber fluffy white teddy bear with flimsy long extremities & a tournique around his left arm. hospital present from mommy, UBER sentimental.

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
siouxsie & the banshees - cities in dust

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
in the attic

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
many, red is everywhere, but closest? a large statue of jesus adorned in velvety covering that is actually a "piggy bank". he broke so i had to glue the base back together & i do most of my projects at my komputer desk.

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
YessssS!

76. Do you sleep with your cupboard/wardrobe doors open?
i guess, i never pay attention actually.

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
aa big swarm of bears with bumble bee wings

78. Do you like someone?
I like lots of someone's

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
where exactly on the chicken does the "nugget" come from? wendy's honey mustard, ranch, honey, cholula, others...

80. Have you ever written a love letter?
of course

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
yes, indeed

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
yes

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
yes

84. What is your usual bedtime?
i don't know. it's random from night to day to day to night.

85. What was the last book you read?
Currently reading lullaby - chuck palahniuk & the encyclopedia of serial killers

86. Do you read the newspaper?
sometimes

87. Do you read any magazines?
not as of late. if i did, i'd get a subscription to bust again.

89. Do you watch soap operas?
no. actually, sometimes... that one where everyone is a witch or someting? dunno what it's called though.

90. Do you dance in the car?
hahhahahHA! yes.

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
89.7

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
viktor & I

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
i usually use the back of my hand as a note pad, so let me see... refine search, bank 60.00, post office, gaucho & bolero

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
cherry

95. What is your favorite board game?
i don't like BORED games much. maybe ah, clue

96. What are your favorite pair of shoes?
too many to narrow down to just one. my red docs i suppose.

97. Was your first kiss good or bad?
embarrassing :x

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
science teacher

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
over 2 weeks

100. Who was the last person to give you butterflies?
the doctor

1 of many new muses...

2007-05-30T08:45:49Z

& the shirt I will purchase from today's selection.

the one on the left.
&
a sample of her artwork...

+ Kristen Ferrell +
cricket or ticket--> kristenferrell.com <--clicky clikington

want, NOW! 4 my parlor/office/media room!
EATING MY HEART OUT.

Coming soon...
more
~*NEW FAVORITE ARTISTS*~

"a proper update"

2007-05-30T02:31:23Z

5+4=9
peace plus love equals happiness... count the # of letters in peace=5, love=4, happiness=9 [/fin]

seahorse bandages

2006-02-28T05:45:14Z

jenny be gettin' old.

i am now offficially 25 years old. 2 & 1/2 decades old. gah, that looks worse in writing than it sounds. besides that however, my birthday was an enjoyable one. debauchery galore. yessss, i finally got to be the good old uber lush i used to be for one glorious night. many many salty dogs & beers, with a very slight hangover the day after.

end transmisssion for now, i'm tired & am lacking luster to type any longer.

st. V-day massacre

2006-02-16T16:35:11Z

happy belated to all my friends. i've been on a slumber vacation.. of sorts. slept all the way through valentine's day, except to recieve a couple gifts including tarot cards & other stuffs. when all i really wanted was a heart-shaped box full of skull head chocolates. ironically enough.. i got them, only in a picture on one of my communities.

i got a brand new satin comforter for my bed & it seems my merit loves it more than i do. the color is rather fitting for the occassion. image behind the cut.

i have insomnia

2006-02-07T08:34:18Z

scanning my surroundings & looking at things next to me like a plastic cup whos colors remind me of the cheshire cat with a red heart shaped straw in it full of water & ice, a lighter with a deer head on it, a jagermeister ash tray full of half-smoken cigarettes, a half full glass of 7up, a remote control for dish network (currently displaying some japanese foreign film with subtittles) & a passed out victor on the couch to the left of me with a dachshund also passed out snoring on top of him. the sounds of said japanese film, the furnace, the lulling humm of the komputer & the loud drier. the smells of incense, medical supplies & freshly scooped kitty litter. & the frustrating feeling of insomnia in conjunction with gouged out eyeballs.

on the news today there was a woman in france who got a face transplant. i think she was mauled by a dog or something to that fact. she can't close her bottom lip, but overall, she looks fantastic. medical wonder. the skin is the bodies largest organ you know. she will have to be on immune O suppressants for the remainder of her life. i wish her the best & hope the new face does not get rejected by her system.

gute nacht, perhaps.

paper mache doll parts

2006-02-07T06:33:05Z

sorry for the over exposed & rather crude photos, it does no justice to the piece. my camera is that of semi-crap quality & i over estimated the extra lighting. then was too lazy to re-click.. anyroad, this was a gift given to me from my cousin. made of paper mache, screws, wire & doll parts.

frida kahlo

2006-02-03T02:38:59Z

thank yoO ebay!::

this is one of my absolute favorites. i won this print on canvas of frida kahlo's self portrait the two fridas on ebay.

another favorite frida kahlo painting::

little deer. i also have a copy of this one on a block of wooooOd hanging above the exit to my bedroom door.

the onion

2006-01-31T20:23:16Z

Pisces (February 19 - March 20): The people at the local animal shelter wouldn't think so highly of you if they knew about your taxidermy hobby.

fuck me gently with a chainsaw..

2006-01-29T23:51:28Z

saw heathers the other night, haven't seen that in a while. did you have a brain tumor for breakfast? -h. chandler, one of the best movie villains EVER. corn nuts.

had some awesome sushi the other day. had caviar for the first time to boot, hated it, but the sushi itself was stupendous. caviar tastes just like what it is.. fish eggs, ECHh!!! now i CRAVE sushi, constantly.

going under the knife for sure this wednesday. looking forward to the anesthesia tripping. seriously, the last time i had surgery i had an intense trip from the anesthetics.. i remember waking up, still in the OR saying "thank you, that was amazing!" & the crew laughing. dr. corry saying "jenny is the best patient!". another memorable experience to add to that venture was love my way by the psychedelic furs playing in the background, just before going under. dr. corry knows how to put a patient at ease.. great taste in music & he's ultra handsome!

any road, enough babble. here's my latest painting, i think it's done..

skele pearl::acrylic/sharpie marker on canvas

nurse mortalita

2006-01-28T21:54:09Z

i was bored today so i played in my bathzimmer with some of my medical supplies, wigs & make-up. that is all.

media::acrylic on canvasss

2006-01-16T03:23:31Z

tittle::the mask - needs more?

tittle::sacred heart - incomplete media::acrylic on mirror

tittle::torso - a work in progresss

plata-ma-pus

2006-01-14T04:00:47Z

finally got my digital camera from my aunt vera up & running so i have just one present for yooo. but just one... & nothing more, for now.

all i have to say is does this not remind you of one of the notorious camera whores on the void? HA! i promise i won't sell out in any of the other pix i post.

*edit*ok so i lied, there is more that just one pic. but i couldn't resist +ing theses...

buddy & oh! there's ms. poopy in the background.

mr. buddy again.

nina!

eat this::revisited

2006-01-13T09:40:22Z

my lips are almost impeccably painted: it's like a piece of me has been peeled away, a tiny lip muscle laid bare, red blood just veiled by skin to fine to hide the flesh, so in reality two pairs of lips can be seen, superimposed, almost superimposed....a dizzying, out-of-focus-effect. but the lipstick by itself isn't enough: the attack has to come from multiple directions, otherwise the defense can concentrate on a single point. so a red apple, red plus red, two red spheres in perpetual motion. the principal of hypnosis. anyway, the apple is essential. how come these hens don't get it? they go to church year after year, they read the bible, or at least keep it on their bedside table, and then they forget how the first seduction of the first man occurred? with an apple, that's how. no man can resist a woman who has an apple in her hand. it's theological. a woman with an apple in her hand is the first woman, the only woman in the world, and he's the first man -- he stumbles on love and he can't shake it, never ever ever.

originally from +~~heer~~+.

red meat

2006-01-10T05:42:56Z

clicky clickington

because the music is boring me to death

2006-01-05T23:05:10Z

yellow hair you are a funny bear